Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Down in the dumps...not for long

Silence is an attribute of divine.The eternal silence of this infinite space fills me with dread.But why I am here? In the wee hours when the whole world ( not literally...whole world never sleeps) is sleeping....why? Am I stupid?

I say YES.I was stupid fucker to mess up the last time which has made me to be here alone staring at the walls thinking of something.The words of her still rings in my ears."You cant do it".Yes.That was the moment I could not take.I have failed.The moment I would never forget.I am thinking about it all the time.My heart cringes everytime I think about it.How was I so stupid? Is it the luxury of no responsibilities?How can I fail? I cannot.I am the SURYA.I cant fail. Well atleast nobody can say me "You have failed". Man Utd gaffer Ferguson says "The characterstic of winners is not losing but rising again from the loss".I cannot and SHOULD NOT lose.I will prove people wrong.SURYA will be back.

Well atleast for the stupid man living far(literally) but near(not literally) me.


The man of virtue makes the difficulty to be overcome his first business, and success only a subsequent consideration.



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